monolog enam

hye there..long time dont c right...miss a lot to have a words here..and now,here i am..wanna talk on everything,as usual..hihi

ok,now since we are in fasting month/ramadhan,so lets we greet ramadhan first,'salam ramadhan to me,and for sure,to u..,may Allah bless us much more on this ramadhan'.

life is getting hard lately since im gonna have my final examination in middle Of september..wooohhhaaaaa..assignment??haha..is otw..but yet,a lot of my assignments didnt satisfy me but it is okay,i wil topup those mark during final soon..sound easy but in real,it is not GIRL!!!so better,watch out before your tears roll down on result day.

next is,.love & relationship.huhhh?again,im gonna talk bout dis,boring huhh??but it is true..again,my love story come up with a new one,but maybe because im not ready for it yet,so i just ignore it..hihihi sorry...but i do like you too la..haha dont worry,actually,im just waiting for the right time to get in it.the point is im not gonna say i love you if i didnt feel it in my heart,for me.love is something we dont need to find,dont need to create,it is something which is everybody have,it is inside there,so pity if you guys cant realize the existence of love in your heart..sorry whenever i said NO to you....but

im not going to say NO to Allah.He is the creator of love,how come i can say no to Him.hopefully,He will give me a chance to see u again...just one more chance and im just gonna say,'Yes,,i do'..amin..but if nope,im just take it as a test from Him,yes,He love to test too..Testing on my Iman. :)

yesterday,12 august 2011..dear mumy,you are 58th years old already..its look like time is passing so quick,and now im 20 years old..your youngest daughter..a noty one..looking for her future,but i still need you to guide me,..dont worry..hihi..its good if you are here with me now,so i can plan something for your bufday..just like before,just like what u did on my bufday..dear mumy,thanx for everything..n for sure there is no me without you.and now you had pensioned as a teacher..im the one who had watched all of your successful career path feel very proud to be your daughter..'anak Cikgu Zainon'..congratulation to u..May Allah bless you and abah always..huhuhu miss abah so much...

and next??


just a few word for all of you to have a look..read and try to understand it..

1.a girl,she can say she likes a man,but it doesnt mean,she loves that man,because for her,like and love is two different things,..like is like while love is love..but like can be just for temporary,sometimes it can be the opposite of like-hate-...but love is forever,even she had lost that man,but still the love remain,even just a little bit,that love is there,in her heart..

2.a boy,for him,there is no different between like and love..both come together,at the same time..-reminder from my friend-..

3.love is alive and it will always expand..when it comes to you,dont you try to understand it,dont you try to postpone it,dont you let your fear block your feeling,whenever the right time to be with it has come,greet it,hold it,feel it and dont afraid to sacrifice for it...just whenever...i need TIME..

thus,whenever i get in love relationship again,i promise i will give all of my love to him,promise i will stand by his side forever,in his ups and downs,to be the best for him,sacrifes all i can,support him and i promise i will never leave him..u can say im stupid bcause do that for him,but for me,it is not...its LOVE..giving more without asking for any reward..

hahaha...but it is not now..so just relax and calm...okeh,thats all for now..c yeah guys...