monolog lima

hehh..lets we read my next post,just now i had wrote a poem,written by me,come from my heart okay!no joking..owwwhhhhooo dat poem actually decribing bout my life.hehhh

again and again.girls love to talk about love..and yet me,myself actually still dont understand why.hmm.whenever u go,whoever u met,when u r talking to a girl,at last,or even in a short period,there must a be a single word asking u about LOVE.huhh but i love this.hehe

weird but it is.

guys,there is a story behind the path to the true love,but yet teenagers,(us),not many realize it..here is the story..

in a town,there is a girl and a boy who had been in love for a long time,but yet it is only based on the name of relationship,however,both of them do not know what is the meaning of love.seriously..but both of them do not speak it out.n yet,they just follow the rythm of relationship like other couple.yeah,every single day,both of them never miss to say,..'i love you'..to each other,which is they know,dat is one of the way to express their feeling.every day is a bright day,from time to time,..they get to know each other.howevr,they still do not know,either it is that LoVE or not,.n yet still both of them keep it as a secret,but he/she know what is the meaning of missing.he/she know,whenever they dont contact each other,even a single day,he/she will try to find a way,.........JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE/JUST TO HEAR HER VOICE.even a text from him/even a text from her.

time after time,year after year.all of the hardship had been go through,n now left that girl and that boy in a car.they had quarrelld on a lot of things..nope..it is not a things actually..it is a question..questions..LOT OF QUESTIONS.

that girl,cant stand to hear that voice,a very loud voice.and the most hurtfull is the questions left in her mind.questions without answers.answers without an honest.answers without ways.

in the meantime,

that boy,cant stand to look at her tears.stopping the car at the roadside.sweeping away those tears with his fingers while saying..'it is just nothing,dont cry okay,..i need to go,tc..cal me back when u safely arrive home'.both of them shakehanded and that boy took her bracelet and get out of the car.walking without looking to that girl anymore.

that girl,just keep quiet.not even a nodding.silently looking at that boy.it is so melancholy.

during the leave,both of them realize something.that there is a love between them.however,faith had firmly decided which way they had to go.after 6 months they broke up,the moment god decided for them to get contact back came.the first things that boy said to that girl is..'im sorry..there is truly something between us,it is LOVE,which we dont realize its existence'.n yet,everythings is too late for now.



guess who is dat girl.....i love Allah
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continue on the next post.

monolog empat

here i go,
for now and on,
after all,
the moon light,the bright star,
getting dimmed in the shadow of the night,
in the life of His hand,
i can feel the rythm,
tough,yet lovely,
i never want to let it go,
even an hour,even a minute,or even a split of second,
i love this,
in the wind of summer,
the true path is there,
waiting patiently for me to go through it,
holding me tightly in this sweet line,
it is not a dream,
but yet,a gift from Him.



i love Allah.