hye there..long time dont c right...miss a lot to have a words here..and now,here i am..wanna talk on everything,as usual..hihi
ok,now since we are in fasting month/ramadhan,so lets we greet ramadhan first,'salam ramadhan to me,and for sure,to u..,may Allah bless us much more on this ramadhan'.
life is getting hard lately since im gonna have my final examination in middle Of september..wooohhhaaaaa..assignment??haha..is otw..but yet,a lot of my assignments didnt satisfy me but it is okay,i wil topup those mark during final soon..sound easy but in real,it is not GIRL!!!so better,watch out before your tears roll down on result day.
next is,.love & relationship.huhhh?again,im gonna talk bout dis,boring huhh??but it is true..again,my love story come up with a new one,but maybe because im not ready for it yet,so i just ignore it..hihihi sorry...but i do like you too la..haha dont worry,actually,im just waiting for the right time to get in it.the point is im not gonna say i love you if i didnt feel it in my heart,for me.love is something we dont need to find,dont need to create,it is something which is everybody have,it is inside there,so pity if you guys cant realize the existence of love in your heart..sorry whenever i said NO to you....but
im not going to say NO to Allah.He is the creator of love,how come i can say no to Him.hopefully,He will give me a chance to see u again...just one more chance and im just gonna say,'Yes,,i do'..amin..but if nope,im just take it as a test from Him,yes,He love to test too..Testing on my Iman. :)
yesterday,12 august 2011..dear mumy,you are 58th years old already..its look like time is passing so quick,and now im 20 years old..your youngest daughter..a noty one..looking for her future,but i still need you to guide me,..dont worry..hihi..its good if you are here with me now,so i can plan something for your bufday..just like before,just like what u did on my bufday..dear mumy,thanx for everything..n for sure there is no me without you.and now you had pensioned as a teacher..im the one who had watched all of your successful career path feel very proud to be your daughter..'anak Cikgu Zainon'..congratulation to u..May Allah bless you and abah always..huhuhu miss abah so much...
and next??
just a few word for all of you to have a look..read and try to understand it..
1.a girl,she can say she likes a man,but it doesnt mean,she loves that man,because for her,like and love is two different things,..like is like while love is love..but like can be just for temporary,sometimes it can be the opposite of like-hate-...but love is forever,even she had lost that man,but still the love remain,even just a little bit,that love is there,in her heart..
2.a boy,for him,there is no different between like and love..both come together,at the same time..-reminder from my friend-..
3.love is alive and it will always expand..when it comes to you,dont you try to understand it,dont you try to postpone it,dont you let your fear block your feeling,whenever the right time to be with it has come,greet it,hold it,feel it and dont afraid to sacrifice for it...just whenever...i need TIME..
thus,whenever i get in love relationship again,i promise i will give all of my love to him,promise i will stand by his side forever,in his ups and downs,to be the best for him,sacrifes all i can,support him and i promise i will never leave him..u can say im stupid bcause do that for him,but for me,it is not...its LOVE..giving more without asking for any reward..
hahaha...but it is not now..so just relax and calm...okeh,thats all for now..c yeah guys...
Orang berilmu yang tak beramal,bagaikan awan yang tidak mengandungi hujan.Orang kaya yang tidak pemurah,bagaikan pokok tidak berbuah.Orang fakir yang tidak sabar,bagaikan sungai tidak berair.Orang muda tidak bertaubat,bagaikan rumah tak beratap.Wanita tanpa sifat malu,bagaikan gulai tidak bergaram.Pemimpin kalau tidak adil,bagaikan kambing tidak bergembala..kau?
Saturday, 13 August 2011
Sunday, 5 June 2011
monolog lima
hehh..lets we read my next post,just now i had wrote a poem,written by me,come from my heart okay!no joking..owwwhhhhooo dat poem actually decribing bout my life.hehhh
again and again.girls love to talk about love..and yet me,myself actually still dont understand why.hmm.whenever u go,whoever u met,when u r talking to a girl,at last,or even in a short period,there must a be a single word asking u about LOVE.huhh but i love this.hehe
weird but it is.
guys,there is a story behind the path to the true love,but yet teenagers,(us),not many realize it..here is the story..
in a town,there is a girl and a boy who had been in love for a long time,but yet it is only based on the name of relationship,however,both of them do not know what is the meaning of love.seriously..but both of them do not speak it out.n yet,they just follow the rythm of relationship like other couple.yeah,every single day,both of them never miss to say,..'i love you'..to each other,which is they know,dat is one of the way to express their feeling.every day is a bright day,from time to time,..they get to know each other.howevr,they still do not know,either it is that LoVE or not,.n yet still both of them keep it as a secret,but he/she know what is the meaning of missing.he/she know,whenever they dont contact each other,even a single day,he/she will try to find a way,.........JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE/JUST TO HEAR HER VOICE.even a text from him/even a text from her.
time after time,year after year.all of the hardship had been go through,n now left that girl and that boy in a car.they had quarrelld on a lot of things..nope..it is not a things actually..it is a question..questions..LOT OF QUESTIONS.
that girl,cant stand to hear that voice,a very loud voice.and the most hurtfull is the questions left in her mind.questions without answers.answers without an honest.answers without ways.
in the meantime,
that boy,cant stand to look at her tears.stopping the car at the roadside.sweeping away those tears with his fingers while saying..'it is just nothing,dont cry okay,..i need to go,tc..cal me back when u safely arrive home'.both of them shakehanded and that boy took her bracelet and get out of the car.walking without looking to that girl anymore.
that girl,just keep quiet.not even a nodding.silently looking at that boy.it is so melancholy.
during the leave,both of them realize something.that there is a love between them.however,faith had firmly decided which way they had to go.after 6 months they broke up,the moment god decided for them to get contact back came.the first things that boy said to that girl is..'im sorry..there is truly something between us,it is LOVE,which we dont realize its existence'.n yet,everythings is too late for now.
guess who is dat girl.....i love Allah
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continue on the next post.
again and again.girls love to talk about love..and yet me,myself actually still dont understand why.hmm.whenever u go,whoever u met,when u r talking to a girl,at last,or even in a short period,there must a be a single word asking u about LOVE.huhh but i love this.hehe
weird but it is.
guys,there is a story behind the path to the true love,but yet teenagers,(us),not many realize it..here is the story..
in a town,there is a girl and a boy who had been in love for a long time,but yet it is only based on the name of relationship,however,both of them do not know what is the meaning of love.seriously..but both of them do not speak it out.n yet,they just follow the rythm of relationship like other couple.yeah,every single day,both of them never miss to say,..'i love you'..to each other,which is they know,dat is one of the way to express their feeling.every day is a bright day,from time to time,..they get to know each other.howevr,they still do not know,either it is that LoVE or not,.n yet still both of them keep it as a secret,but he/she know what is the meaning of missing.he/she know,whenever they dont contact each other,even a single day,he/she will try to find a way,.........JUST TO HEAR HIS VOICE/JUST TO HEAR HER VOICE.even a text from him/even a text from her.
time after time,year after year.all of the hardship had been go through,n now left that girl and that boy in a car.they had quarrelld on a lot of things..nope..it is not a things actually..it is a question..questions..LOT OF QUESTIONS.
that girl,cant stand to hear that voice,a very loud voice.and the most hurtfull is the questions left in her mind.questions without answers.answers without an honest.answers without ways.
in the meantime,
that boy,cant stand to look at her tears.stopping the car at the roadside.sweeping away those tears with his fingers while saying..'it is just nothing,dont cry okay,..i need to go,tc..cal me back when u safely arrive home'.both of them shakehanded and that boy took her bracelet and get out of the car.walking without looking to that girl anymore.
that girl,just keep quiet.not even a nodding.silently looking at that boy.it is so melancholy.
during the leave,both of them realize something.that there is a love between them.however,faith had firmly decided which way they had to go.after 6 months they broke up,the moment god decided for them to get contact back came.the first things that boy said to that girl is..'im sorry..there is truly something between us,it is LOVE,which we dont realize its existence'.n yet,everythings is too late for now.
guess who is dat girl.....i love Allah
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continue on the next post.
monolog empat
here i go,
for now and on,
after all,
the moon light,the bright star,
getting dimmed in the shadow of the night,
in the life of His hand,
i can feel the rythm,
tough,yet lovely,
i never want to let it go,
even an hour,even a minute,or even a split of second,
i love this,
in the wind of summer,
the true path is there,
waiting patiently for me to go through it,
holding me tightly in this sweet line,
it is not a dream,
but yet,a gift from Him.
i love Allah.
for now and on,
after all,
the moon light,the bright star,
getting dimmed in the shadow of the night,
in the life of His hand,
i can feel the rythm,
tough,yet lovely,
i never want to let it go,
even an hour,even a minute,or even a split of second,
i love this,
in the wind of summer,
the true path is there,
waiting patiently for me to go through it,
holding me tightly in this sweet line,
it is not a dream,
but yet,a gift from Him.
i love Allah.
Tuesday, 31 May 2011
monolog tiga
For this entry,i will not take so much of your time okay,
keep reading yawlll..ngeeee
actually,im going to talk about 'how do u feel when u r moving to the next stage of your life'.THIS IS A SERIOUS MATTER okay.n for sure,im not joking.
damn it but great grateful to Allah because He had make me think about this before i undergo that stage.huhh.but yeah,and now,what is left in my head is--------->>>>>what would happen on next
next
next
next..u got what i mean??hmmm.
but yet,the most important things i wanna share with all of u guys is about ketentuan ilahi.we could only plan,dream,think,find..but at last,Allah yang tentukan either He allow it or do not allow it.
congratulation to my lovely friend,who had done with their engagement n hopefully u will b happy forever.
:)))) i love Allah.
keep reading yawlll..ngeeee
actually,im going to talk about 'how do u feel when u r moving to the next stage of your life'.THIS IS A SERIOUS MATTER okay.n for sure,im not joking.
damn it but great grateful to Allah because He had make me think about this before i undergo that stage.huhh.but yeah,and now,what is left in my head is--------->>>>>what would happen on next
next
next
next..u got what i mean??hmmm.
but yet,the most important things i wanna share with all of u guys is about ketentuan ilahi.we could only plan,dream,think,find..but at last,Allah yang tentukan either He allow it or do not allow it.
congratulation to my lovely friend,who had done with their engagement n hopefully u will b happy forever.
:)))) i love Allah.
Monday, 23 May 2011
monolog dua
kau.nak taw x pe rasenya bila kau jadi harapan terakhir lam family.huishh.
gle,banyak benda kau need to sacrifies.tapi orang xkan faham.ni yang susah.tambah2 lagi kau perempuan..
kau kawan,kau makan,kau belanja,kau kua,kau main,kau belajar..satu family taw.
silap langkah..washing machine ready tuk syarahan bertajuk 'keinsafan dan harapan'
bukan satu..banyak kut machine tu..*washing machine=siblings
add lagi..beloved friends yang da berboyfriends n yang da bergirlfriends n yang otw.pusing kepala.
memang r cakap xkisah,kau couple r first,then t esk2 aku lak..tapi kau akan kisah bile mulut kawan kau jadi cam mulut Mr.Harpic Muscle
sebab ngn slamber,dy kan cakap 'kau cari le someone,sampai bila nak camni,kang jadi andartu kang'.nasihat.
banyak le kau nyer nasihat.huhuhu.
haii kawan..kau xkan mengerti.kau faham.aku faham.
ni realiti okay.dont judge it..have a look at dis for a while and THINK.thiNK THIS BIG.
gle,banyak benda kau need to sacrifies.tapi orang xkan faham.ni yang susah.tambah2 lagi kau perempuan..
kau kawan,kau makan,kau belanja,kau kua,kau main,kau belajar..satu family taw.
silap langkah..washing machine ready tuk syarahan bertajuk 'keinsafan dan harapan'
bukan satu..banyak kut machine tu..*washing machine=siblings
add lagi..beloved friends yang da berboyfriends n yang da bergirlfriends n yang otw.pusing kepala.
memang r cakap xkisah,kau couple r first,then t esk2 aku lak..tapi kau akan kisah bile mulut kawan kau jadi cam mulut Mr.Harpic Muscle
sebab ngn slamber,dy kan cakap 'kau cari le someone,sampai bila nak camni,kang jadi andartu kang'.nasihat.
banyak le kau nyer nasihat.huhuhu.
haii kawan..kau xkan mengerti.kau faham.aku faham.
ni realiti okay.dont judge it..have a look at dis for a while and THINK.thiNK THIS BIG.
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monolog satu
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